Mikaela's Moon

I went home early and slept at around 8am. I thought it would be a good long sleep coz it's raining. But no, I was awake at 12:30pm. Sigh.

I called Raymund in the office. He asked me to eat and try to sleep again, it's way too early for me to be awake. Since I'm not hungry yet, I just decided to go online and see if any of my friends can make me sleepy again. hehe. Fat chance.

It's Thursday. That means my rest day is near. Yehey! Going home this weekend. Dad arrived yesterday. New sked starts next week. I hope one of my friends can swap rest days with me. I really need the weekend off.

I hate my new schedule. I don't like my rest days. I don't want to go to work during the weekends. This is the only time my husband and I get to spend quality time together. Sigh.

Aside from that, I have work on Christmas Eve! FUCK!

I won't come to work. I'll file a vacation leave, never mind that it's double pay that night. I' rather be with my husband no matter what the price!

Guys, you can now start putting your comments under every post. It's working again now...due to insistent public demand...sigh.

Kate, ayan na po. UMUWI KA NA! hehehe...

I have finished reading "The Witching Hour" yesterday. Damn. It has 1,000 plus pages. It took me a long time to finish it coz I never seem to have the time to read. I'd rather sleep during my rest days.

Anyways, it was exhausting to read the history of the Mayfair witches. The story started from the first witch, Suzanne, all the way to current legacy holder, Rowan. I can't even remember how many generations that book covered. And that's just the first book! Sheesh. 2 more books to go. Anne Rice is driving me nuts.

For some strange reason, my body has changed its sleeping pattern. During the weekend, I would wake up at 9am, and then sleep at 6pm till 10pm. So now that I'm working from 8pm till 5am, my mind is blank, my head is whirling, and my eyes are unfocused. I badly want to crawl into bed and sleep. Sleep has now become a luxury for me.

I didn't do much over the weekend. In fact, my husband and I just stayed home and watched tv. We went to Sucat on Sat midnight for Sugar's lola's wake. We got home at around 3:30am. It was a good thing Russel (from Sugar Hiccup) gave us a ride home, or else it would be a 200-peso taxi ride from Sucat to Kamias. Sigh.

We are planning to go home this weekend. My dad is coming home on Wed this week. I hope I can swap skeds, so that I'll have the weekend off. My new sked is supposed to be 7pm-4am, Thur and Fri off. I hope I can get the weekend off 8pm shift. Sigh.

Regarding the Comments, sorry guys, the HTML codes are a little too hard for me...hehehe...i tried to add them, but they don't work. I don't want to mess it up. Hehehe. So please just put your comments in the Tagboard.

I was absent yesterday. My migraine just took its toll. Must be because I've been having insomnia attacks all week. Yesterday, I had only 2 hours of sleep, and I couldn't bring myself to endure 9 hours of work. My husband was also absent yesterday, so he kept me company.

After I woke up to call Workforce at 6pm, I went back to sleep at 7pm and my hubby went to the gym. I had a very scary dream in the 1 hour that he was away.

I dreamnt that I was being bullied by 8 demons. Things around me kept moving. I dreamnt that I told my husband about it, but he just laughed and didn't accompany me to church. I called my friends Nicole and Nell to take me to this church where I was supposed to meet this priest. I woke up when the phone started ringing downstairs. It was my hubby back from the gym. He forgot his keys.

I was so shaken by the dream that I actually cried while preparing dinner and narrating the dream to my husband. He comforted me and asked me to pray. He said I was just probably not feeling well due to my insomnia.

So now I'm back at work, but it's my rest day tomorrow! Wohoo!

New blog skin for me! *smiles*

A lot of my friends are complaining that my old skin was very user unfriendly. LOL. So this one is for you (demanding) people. hehe.

I know I told myself I will post something cheerful, but things around me are not getting better.

A friend has left for good. He is never coming back. I only wish that the truth be known. Until now, although I am considered one of his closest friends at work, I still do not know the truth. I refuse to believe in rumors. I want the truth to be heard from HIM. Only then will I believe.

I was planning to go to SM Megamall this weekend because of the 3-day sale. However, my friend Eva decided she's rather save her money for the Christmas holidays. Raymund and I decided to go to my hometown for the weekend to visit my mom and siblings.

My insomnia is back since my husband started work in the morning shift. Friday morning, I fell asleep at 11:30am, and had to wake up at 6pm for work. Sigh. I hope I'll be able to rest and relax this weekend at home.

A lot of my friends are telling me that my blog is getting so depressing. At first, I thought it was because of the skin, but what they meant is that my posts are always very sad.

Sorry guys, it's just that things at work are indeed very depressing. So many changes have taken place. Most of them are BAD changes.

It's hard to accept changes, especially drastic changes. There used to be a person that I trusted and depended on. I considered this person as a good friend, as well as someone I could tell my problems to. But now, this person is a mere memory of a friendship that used to help me (and the rest of my team mates) get thru the stressful demands of our work. I'm sorry, but what you did is really wrong. We cannot help but feel that you are unprofessional. You owe us an apology, and so much more...You need to get things done. We cannot hang on to your promises anymore.

Nicole and I watched a movie last Saturday. We watched "Dubai" in SM Megamall.

After our shift, we waited for Sybil and watched their volleyball game in the RFM (?) gym. They won! Yahoo...

After that, we went to Robinsons Pioneer, and it was my first time there. They had lunch in Chowking, and Nicole and I had Ice Monster! It was my first taste of Ice Monster and I was speechless. (pathetic I know...)

Then we found out that "Dubai" was not showing in that mall and that there are only 4 cinemas there. Damn. Nicole and I had to move to SM Megamall.

It was 4pm when I got home, meaning I didn't sleep for 24 hours. Sigh. Slept and woke up at 10pm just in time for Pinoy Big Brother! Sigh. Now it's back to work, and life stinks.

There comes a time in a career that you feel you just need to get out or else you will just burst in anger/boredom/lack of motivation...

Right now, right this minute, I want to throw away all the computers, all the chairs, shout at some of the sups, scream at all the customers on queue, and just pack my stuff and leave and never come back.

If I can do that right now, I would probably feel better about this so called job.

My friends at work Nicole and Wacks are not here tonight. Nicole was absent due to sore throat, and Wacks is on leave.

Gwen and Car went on training to become Saves agents. They were promoted to Tier 2! CONGRATULATIONS! Mwuah mwuah! Hwag kayong magbabago ha, uupakan ko kayo! hehe

Edel went to the 3oth floor to floorwalk the nesting batch.

So I'm here, alone without my crazy wacky friends. So I'm quiet today.

My friend Nell will be coming back on Sunday and she promised we would meet up. Hopefully, we can meet up soon.

I need to de-stress. I need to watch a movie, go shopping, cut my hair, get away from the office...if possible get away from the planet for a while. Damn.

Our team had a really bad shift at work last night.

I had an issue with a sup. From the start, this sup always nosing around other poeple's issues... But last night, sup did something really stupid and it totally pissed me off.

All of us has a right to use 10 mins of Personal Aux. We were told that we should not use that just before we log out. During my shift, I was not able to use it because I didn't need it yet. I usually use my personal an hour before I log out so I can rest or go to the rest room. I went on Personal a few minutes before 4 am (my shift ends at 5am). I was only on my 3rd minute when sup sent me a message thru Jabber, our internal chat. Sup asked me to not go on Personal as a "last break". I told her that I'm not using it as a last break, and I was just resting. She said "I know but still, you should scatter your Personal throughout your shift and not use it all at once, unfair to the others". Now, this pissed me off.

First of all, since when was there a RULE or POLICY that we should "scatter" our Personal? Let us take a look at the meaning of the word "personal". Aren't we the ones to decide WHEN and HOW we use it? I mean, I've only used up 3 mins and I did it an HOUR before I log out. I'm sorry, but what's the fuss about?

Secondly, if would have been ok if everyone on the team follows the "no personal before u log out" rule. There are people, and I'm not going to name names, who go on personal 10 mins before they log out. Does she give them any warnings? NO. Enough said.

I am just ranting my feelings, and my frustrations. I know my team mates and sups read this blog, and to HELL with what they gossip about me behind my back. I know I'm doing my job, I know this is MY BLOG, and I can say whatever freaking thing I want!

I'm sick.

I was absent last Friday. I stayed at home the whole weekend. I had fever and colds and sore throat the whole weekend. Bummer. I stayed in bed most of the time. Raymund wanted to get me to the hospital if my fever didn't stop on Sunday. It did stop, but I lost my voice.

So now I'm at work, unable to take calls because of my voice. Sucks.

I'm sorry I wasn't able to accompany you to the Nina concert. I know we planned to go. I'm sorry my budget didn't allow me to buy tickets. Sorry my dear. Next time, promise.