Mikaela's Moon

I wish I wasn't
by Heather Headley

I'm home alone again
And your out hangin' with your friends
So you say
Somehow i know it's not quite that way

It's getting pretty late
And you haven't checked on me all day
When i called, you didn't answer
Now i feelin' like your ignorin' me

I wish
That you were home
Holdin' me
Tight in your arms
And i wish I could go back
To the day before we met
And skip my regret

I wish i wasn't
In love with you
So you couldn't hurt me
It just ain't fair
The way you treat me
No you don't deserve me
Wasted my time
Thinkin' bout you
And you ain't never gon change
I wish i wasn't
In love with you
So i wouldn't feel this way

When you touch me my heart melts
Anything you did wrong i forgave, yeah
So you play me
And take advantage
Of the love
That i feel for you

Why you wanna hurt me so bad
I believed in you
That's why I'm so mad
Now I'm drownin' in disappointment
And its hard for me to even look at you

I wish
That you were home
Oh yes i do
Holdin' me
Tight in your arms
Ooo baby
And i wishI could go back
To the day before we met
And skip my regret

You said you cared bout me
But from what i see
I ain't feelin' that
So i disagree
Gave you all my love
And understanding
And you treated me
Like your enemy
So leave me alone
and walk out that door
Just go back where you came from
This house is no longer your home
You're not welcome no no no more
No (oo oo oo) more

Hear your knockin' at the door again
I'm wonderin' should i let you in
I open up the door and see
The flowers for me
So beautiful in your hand
You start beggin' me to take you back
I've always been a sucka' for romance
And before you know it i concede
You're all over me
Oh no, here i go again

I wish i wasn't
In love with you
So you couldn't hurt me

this song was written for me