i will never know myself until i do this on my own - linkin park
Breakup month...
Lately, I noticed that a lot of people I know are
breaking up with their partners...From the office, my friend
Arez is now single again...and today my own
supervisor confided that his girlfriend broke up with him...I also recently had some issues with my own lovelife...I'm glad though that I won't be single this
Valentine's day...hehe
It's only the beginning of
February, and yet it seems that a lot of my friends will be single this year...hmm...i don't know if that's a good thing or a bad one...
Personally, I don't wanna be
single again. I just realized that I haven't been single for 6 years... My previous relationship lasted for almost 4 years, and less than a month after that I hooked with with my current boyfriend... I'm not saying that being single is a bad thing. Sometimes I miss being single, when I want time to myself and I can't seem to find any...or maybe I choose not to have any...I always like to include my love one to my plans, I always want him to be with me in the things I do. Sometimes I wonder if that's a bad thing.
I have a friend who made her loved one her life. And I mean that literally. She is so in love with her partner that all I can read from her blog are declarations of love. I guess I can't really blame her because it's her first relationship, but sometimes I'm scared for her. I think I told her not to have her world revolve around a person, and then I realized that I am guilty of the same sin.
Frankly, I have never been in love like this. People have told me that a person has only 2 great loves in their lifetime. I'm pretty sure that
Raymund is one of them. I have never fought my parents' wishes before, but this time I really wanted to show them that this relationship IS right. It came to the point where they had me choose between them and Raymund, and I chose him. I didn't want to have any regrets. So far, I have enjoyed being with him, and I still believe that I made the right choice. No matter what happens, I truly believe that fate has brought us together, and that we are really meant to be a couple.
Hmm...I didn't intend for this post to be so mushy, but I guess I'm just missing him. For once in my life, I'm not ashamed to admit that I am really in love with a person.
So to you, my baby, thank you for being in my life and for putting me in yours.