Mikaela's Moon
i will never know myself until i do this on my own - linkin parkWednesday, December 22, 2004
Stress Reliever
Slept late and woke up early. I am so tired.
Had to wake up early to get a gift for our exchange gift thing at work. Left at around 5:45pm. I was supposed to meet up with Nell at Market!Market! at The Fort, but I couldn't get a cab so I just went to Glorietta. Bought undies and brush in Penshoppe, Good Housekeeping magazine and gift bag from National Bookstore, and silver earrings from Cleo's. I got my ears pierced again, so now I have 2 holes on each ear! It hurts, but the pain is gone after a little while. The left ear was kinda swollen for an hour. But it's ok now. *smiles*
I felt great after getting new stuff and just strolling around in the mall and getting my ears pierced... Shopping is such an effective therapy for me...
Christmas is fast approaching, and things are not very good...I'm hoping though that they get better. I'm once again confused with my life. I thought I have found the right path. Now I'm not so sure... I really think I should follow my mind about leaving for a while, and be on my own. Maybe I need some space to think and reflect. My friends agree that I owe it to myself...I need to give myself a break...I need to be good to myself for a change. I need to stop following my heart too much. I'll suffer even worse....
Am I happy still? Can I endure the pain?
I'm at the warning level...it won't take long before I give up. I don't want to...but we'll see how things go...I'm not losing hope yet. I'm giving you the benefit of the doubt. Love indeed hurts.
Happy holidays everyone.
Slept late and woke up early. I am so tired.
Had to wake up early to get a gift for our exchange gift thing at work. Left at around 5:45pm. I was supposed to meet up with Nell at Market!Market! at The Fort, but I couldn't get a cab so I just went to Glorietta. Bought undies and brush in Penshoppe, Good Housekeeping magazine and gift bag from National Bookstore, and silver earrings from Cleo's. I got my ears pierced again, so now I have 2 holes on each ear! It hurts, but the pain is gone after a little while. The left ear was kinda swollen for an hour. But it's ok now. *smiles*
I felt great after getting new stuff and just strolling around in the mall and getting my ears pierced... Shopping is such an effective therapy for me...
Christmas is fast approaching, and things are not very good...I'm hoping though that they get better. I'm once again confused with my life. I thought I have found the right path. Now I'm not so sure... I really think I should follow my mind about leaving for a while, and be on my own. Maybe I need some space to think and reflect. My friends agree that I owe it to myself...I need to give myself a break...I need to be good to myself for a change. I need to stop following my heart too much. I'll suffer even worse....
Am I happy still? Can I endure the pain?
I'm at the warning level...it won't take long before I give up. I don't want to...but we'll see how things go...I'm not losing hope yet. I'm giving you the benefit of the doubt. Love indeed hurts.
Happy holidays everyone.
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