i will never know myself until i do this on my own - linkin park
I am now on my third night on this 7pm shift. For me, the shift goes by really fast even though my friends are far away from me. Why? Because I'm not stressed out with a lot of calls and my breaks are really early (lunch is 10:45 pm).
The 7pm people are isolated from the rest of the Web Hosting team. Due to lack of seats, we are placed on the Cable department, and no it is NOT fun at all.
Why?
1. The rest of us are separated from the rest of the Web Hosting team by the huge pantry. There are only 5 of us in the 7pm shift, and it's boring.
2. I can't be my normal noisy self coz I don't have my noisy friends nearby.
3. We don't have any sups or Tier 2 around, so we have to depend on our internal chat software for questions.
I just spoke to a friend early yesterday morning about forgiveness. He called me to ask about something, and then he told me he heard that he had a lot of reactions about what he posted on his blog. Haha! I was like yeah everyone wants to know who is the person you are finally forgiving. And then I asked him why it took him that long to forgive that person blah blah...and I asked him why it didn't take him that long to forgive me (people who reads his blog, you now know I'm the "second person"). So he was like coz with me it was just a mistake and he didn't feel anger, just disappointment. Oh well. But I'm glad we are friends now, and he has forgiven me. *smile*
Indeed, Christmas is near. I can hear songs and stuff about the biggest holiday in the Philippines. It made me think again about my family, and how I miss my brothers a lot. I keep a picture of my youngest brother Marx in the office, and people are like "oh your SON is soooo cute!". Duh. I can't help it if he's 3 years old and I'm 20 years older than him. Blame my parents. And I'm like "oh no he's my brother". (This sounds like a
Dove commercial..."oh how cute naman ur daughter!"..."oh no she's my granddaughter.."..."HUWAAT?!")...basically, i get the same reactions.."huwaaat?!"
I am now logging off. Can't go home yet though. I still have to wait for the MRT at 5:30am so I can go home...sigh. One more night and it's my rest day!!!
Night people.