Mikaela's Moon

I just finished another grueling Monday night shift working in a call center. Since it's a Monday, tons of calls came in, and tons of stress added to my already decaying sleep-lacking body. Total of 51 calls. Sigh.

So here I am sitting in front of my pc at work, waiting for my boyfriend's first break at 7:45. I decided to wait for him and have breakfast together. It's his first day on the morning shift (6am-3pm). I miss him a lot coz our skeds are always conflicting with each other. Imagine, my shift ends at 6am and his shift starts at 6am. Sigh.

I just heard that our schedule shift will be postponed. The Workforce department are going to adjust the priority numbers given to us. I really, really, really, really, REALLY hope I get the freaking morning shift.

Updates on Memnoch: I still haven't finished it. I read a little yesterday morning when I got home. Lestat is back on Earth. Dora has the veil and has gone nuts (to my opinion anyways). I hope to finish it before my rest day on Thursday. It's almost a week now and I haven't finished it yet! That book is driving me crazy, seriously.

On my personal life: I had a dream about my brothers. I have two: one is 11 years old and the other one is 3 years old. The last time I saw them was in June when my paternal grandmother died. Haven't seen them since. Haven't gone home. I'm still in bad terms with my parents. I know they haven't forgiven me for what I did, maybe they never will. It's sad sometimes thinking about it. I mean, if you guys know how close my mom and I were, you'd get sad too. People always thought we were sisters: we'd go shopping together, go to parties together, share gossips with one another over foot spas, grocery shopping every weekend, and back up one another against "enemies". Back in high school, we wore matching black and white clothes for my school's Parent Day. Cool huh? Since that "fight", things were never the same. My mom ignores me when I'm in the house, we don't talk anymore...I don't even feel like she wants to see me in her house. Oh well, such is life. As they say, you can't have everything.

So I made a choice and yes, I'm sticking to that choice. I chose to be here, and here I intend to stay. I just wish that things would get ACCEPTED soon...

I think I need to sleep, I'm getting emotional again. I always have this phase every month. Maybe it's one of those girl things. Hmmm...too early for that, but what the heck...better early than none at all...does that make sense people? Maybe not. My brain is not working anymore. Gotta go...

au revoir...